Happy but not so happy

Sometimes I wonder if I am really gone bonkers or not. Yesterday was just such a happy day and well I was in such a good mood. Today total freakin opposite. UGH this aggrivates me to no end. That little face up above makes me laugh and smile and feel very blessed and yet I sit here and wish for things that will probably NEVER in my lifetime happen. I make it a big point in my life to be happy with what I have and not expect more, but some days man I really need more. More of what??? I don't really know at this point. I am very thankful for what the good Lord has blessed me with and grateful for what I do have, there are others that are not so blessed.
Back to your regularly scheduled day, I just needed to get that out. Thank you :)